He knew my eyelashes by numbers

Well almost

He knew the hidden moles

Familar with all the scars 

He had embraced me

He knew how my pupils would dilate

At his sight

How i would breathe heavy by his side

I grayed before him

And he could put a date to every sigle of my strands

He knew if my eyebrows were messed up

Or how left out was a single naughty hair

My grooming, the unkempt and disheveled me

He had seen me and he knew it all

He knew my tan marks

He could tell if i was upset by juat a glance

He knew if i would have put on one mg of body fat or lost it

He knew my misfits

And hated me in bulky clothes

He knew the colours that would lit me up

The accesories that would adorn me best

And the little things that would bring joy

The handmade jewelry 

Or the braids he strung together

The fixtures he would do to patch the messy me

The brilliant potraits that would draw awe

Capured the bestest of my profiles

Wrote notes inspiring

The petals or flowers from the wild

The scents that would make me radiate

The silver which could dull even the best sparkles

Or the random sketches 

Even the tattoo that i have on me is his

He knew i never asked for much

Nothing

I never asked foe anything but him

Then how did he miss out on something 

That was so pronounced

My heart is bleeding 

Oh! All is sucked out!

I am so drained now

Utterly unworthy i guess

How consumed i am with dejection

oh! What misery

And what fate!