tempest in the waters
and in my mind
anxious to get aboard
the new ship
that comes besides

but i cling on
to the wreckage
that once held me

calling out
in that dreadful night
you hold my hand
to get into your ship

it's just fine
you whisper
get on to a new beginning
and set sail
for the tranquil shores

untamed and wild
it gallops free
in dense woods
crosses the mountains
to reach you
just that it is reined
by inhibitions

cut loose the reins
one day
i will set it free
to gallop free
and ecstatic
to find you

my heart
is indeed a horse
untamed  and wild
bonded i dnt want it to be
anymore

so i could snug
with you
in a cozy stable
that i call life
under the starry sky

Why I love

He asks me
Why I love him

Prod me not
I tell him
For I know
Why I love

You loved me
In my ignorance

You loved me
When I was in love
With someone else
Unknown to your’s

You loved me
When I was taken
And was ecstatic
In my own world

And yet
You loved me

Then I stood shattered
Hopeless
Miserable
Doubting love
Yet ignorant to your’s

You saw me through
The best and worse
And still loved

Prod me not
I tell him
For I know
Why I love

He asks me
Why I love him

Prod me not
I tell him
For I know
Why I love

You loved me
In my ignorance

You loved me
When I was in love
With someone else
Unknown to your’s

You loved me
When I was taken
And was ecstatic
In my own world

And yet
You loved me

Then I stood shattered
Hopeless
Miserable
Doubting love
Yet ignorant to your’s

You saw me through
The best and worse
And still loved

Prod me not
I tell him
For I know
Why I love

All the while
I thought
I was in love
And
You were in love

Little did I knew
I was loving the betrayal
Blinded
By what I thought was love
Your love

You left you on me
The perfume
You wear
It is all over

You left you on me
Your eyes
Which make love
In silence

You left you on me
Your touch
Which sparks
Hidden desires

You left you on me
Your lips
Which tread
The unexplored paths

You left you on me
You left you on me

turmoil

in my heart

tempest

it is

trying to crumble

my innermost desires

struggling 

i hold on to the sails

would not

go down

without a fight

no

i would not go down

at all

come what may

i will sail through

the darkest clouds

the monsterous waves

or the beasts

that prey in dark

in my insides

and the outsides

i will budge not

and sail through

eternity

with you by my side

why should i not

desire

for it is love 

that will hold me

forever

i have known
the pain
in giving up
and so also
the joys
of togetherness

looking at you
i will hold on
not just in this life
but for all
when i am born

to soak in your love
that drenches me down
to hear you
breathing next to me
to feel the racing pulse
and your racing heartbeats
when i am with you
to stare in your eyes
when they scream
your silent love
to snug by
in cold nights
to roam about
in wilderness
to kiss the sky
in moment of tenderness

how possibly then
i could just give up

i have known the pain
in giving up
and so also
the joys
of togetherness

looking at you
i will hold on
not just in this life
but for all
when i am born

Read it in my eyes
If you could

Decipher
The silence
That screams
Out loud

I am just
Too helpless

However selfish
I might want to be
I know you are beyond me

No matter what
Cant clasp
Those arms
That once held me

I just feel
Too helpless
Can't pretend
That I am okay

Read it in my eyes
If you could

Decipher
The silence
That screams
Out loud

He held me as I tripped
On rocky edges

Plucked a yellow flower
From the wilderness

Oblivious as I was
He put it in my hair

Snugging closer
Whispered in my ears

Said you are my love
Not in this life alone

But for eternity
Withers the flower or not
I will be yours
Forever

With me weak at the knees
He lifted me up
With a nimble feet
Pulled me closer

Planted a kiss
Even as I disbelieved
I too was in love

Eyes closed

I surrendered
To soak in love
That hid in our closets

The clouds thundered
Said you two are blessed

Intoxicated
The two of us
Got drenched
As it rained
That day



When we found love


We cared less 
As the world stared

Ecstatic
We tell them
We are blessed

We just tasted
The potion of love
As it rained
That day

I realised
Love is
In the joy
Of letting go
Cant clasp
Through force

And yet
His exit
Leaves me numb

I knew
All the while
Our paths
Would never meet

And yet
His exit
Leaves me numb

I lived
A thousand lives
With him around
A new me
With him each time

No wonder
His exit
Leaves me numb

Perhaps
We loved
Too much

No wonder
His exit
Leaves me numb

And then
He turns back
Says
Keep my heart
It is yours to keep

No wonder
His exit
Leaves me numb

The clouds thundered
Like a wild beast
To move them closer

Then the rains poured
Like thousand waterfalls
To cue them into love

Ignorant of the hidden
Sensitivities
Two souls embraced
Passion

As it thundered
And rained
That night

In next life....

The wildest rains
Soaked them in passion
To bring them closer

The harshest sun
Baked the earth just the next day
To tear them apart

They could do nothing
As their embrace crumbled
Under the fierce forces

May be next life
They said
We will come closer
Again....

Wrinkled face
Sunken eyes
He looked for alms
Dried tears
Outstretched palms
He stood there
Awaiting a nickel
For the day’s bread!

A rainy night

Walking the wet earth
Barefoot together
They realised
They were in love
As it rained
That night

Scrambling for shelter
The world ran
But they strolled
On a new path
As it rained
That night

Barely brushed
Their hands
Against each other’s
But hearts cooed
To each other
As it rained
That night

Gushing waters
Between the toes
They splashed each other
And laughed
As it rained
That night

Stealing a kiss
They found each other
For eternity
As it rained
That night

water!

It wnt kill me
Unless I want it to
So I caressed it
And let myself float

My greatest fears
Put aside
I hold my breath
To the depths

It loves me back
Lifts me up
And says
Girl, there you float!

it"s all over

I see her eyes
That once twinkled in love
Yet turn blind eye
And let her go
Because it is all over

I see her wave
That once enticed me
To her arms
Yet let her go
Because it is all over

I see her smile
That once crowned her lips
Made our lives beautiful
Yet let her go
Because it is all over

I see her leave
That once made me shiver
For I felt her loss
Yet let her go
Because it is all over
Because it is all over