Did i stop looking for you?
No my dear!
I still cringe thinking of how i lost you
I still struggle to keep me from moaning my loss
The ache
Only you know my child
You, the one
Only you can hear me scream out your name
That, i am okay with
Because i know
My pain is your's too
I miss you
My dear
Oh! How much i do!

I tell myself
My life is over
And then
Just at that moment
I see him
Staring into my eyes
With his pierced looks
He tells me
I know
You do.
So do i.
And a tear trickles...

He walked besides me
Always
Either a littlr ahead
At times
Too busy sniffing
On other, wagging tail
At others his kind
Ay times
We would play
Hide and seek
Always
I would hide
And he would seek
And then
Suddenly
He hid
Walked on to the other side
For me to seek
From there
Tells me now
This is my turn
My lady
Come fetch me
If you may
This is the other sidemy dear,
Let me walk you ahead

I stand still
Stare into nothingness
And i see your eyes
Twinkling as ever
Staring at me
Withiut a blink
The look of love
Longingness
You belong here
My bud
Within me
Near me
You will be inside me
Forever
You eyes will
Always follow me
I know
I will keep it that way
I want it that way
I need it to br like that
Oh my boy
I miss you
So very much

Oh! My child is gone..
Leaving me alone
And broken
My child is gone
Such enptiness
Hollowness
Darkness
Oh my child is gone
Did he know he was my companion
For days and for years and for life!!!
Oh now he is gone
Lifeless i stand
As i stare at his lifeless body
His soul cant comfot me
As i smell him
All over the place
His sheets
His water bowl
The rug
The floor he would laze on
My tee that held him close the last time
Oh he is gone
His fur cones over
Now and then
Brushes by my side
Ask to be picked up
Oh he is gone
I can hear him scratching on thr door
I can hear him tip toe behind me
Growl and snarl
Or just stare with those eyes at me
Oh wherr do i seek hin
My friend my son my boy
You are gone
Where will i see those sparkling eyes
Hear the.lovely bark
See the fun tail wagging
See you sneeze funnily
Be so particular about your touch-me-not
Oh my child you left me heart broken
My dear you run free
Without a leash
Run free
Chase cats or birds
Lie on green grass
Eat well
Drink pure
Breathe free
Be loved
Forever

..main din gin ke kya karun
Batao mujhe
Main din gin ke kya karun
Jab jiwan ho arthaheen
Bas suraj ko ugte  hue dekh
Din shuru hota hai
Aur antaheen andhakaar se samapt
Din gin ke karun kya
Jab jiwna ho arthaheen