So hollow

 Empty 

Even the soul is tired 

To stand up 

Is it a slumber?

I wonder 

But no, it is the state

The soul wants to be 

In deep, dark corners

Hidden 

From itself and the rest

 It took a lot of courage 

To revisit those paths 

Where he would walk with me 

I cried 

I trembled

I wondered 

Would i be betraying him 

Taking the walks 

Without him???

But then,

I wasnt alone.

Was I?

He was still walking besides me 

Oh! How much my boy 

I miss you!!!!

 Oh! The canvas is so pale 

The brush that painted

Lies frail and broken 

The colours 

All dried and cracked

The world, once her inspiration

Lies barren and parched  

The sky, the earth, the water, the fire 

The elements of awe 

Evoke pain and misery 

Oh! The canvas will remain untouched

It seems 

For colours of passion go hiding

 Just as she was to unwind,

She realised there were cracks

All over her 

That needed repairs 

Oh, how painful!

"What is the purpose?", she asked self

"No one is watching", the world said.

But inside it hurt,

So she patched those cracks,

Herself

And close her eyes

Staring at the clear blue sky

I think of him

And how i wish

The clouds to hover all over

And rain so hard

So that i get to walk with him

Barefoot. Again 

The rain walk....

My doggo knew Me 

My secrets 

And took them with him

As he strolled away 

On his new path...

 Souls.

They came.

Bonded.

Loved.

And left.

I stand alone.

This soul,

All alone.

In pain and loss.

Grieving the souls that she lost.

 Oh my child,

You walked away, alone.

Leaving me, alone 

Helpless.

I stare at the path,

Alone.

You walk now free.

I, still tied to your memories,

I miss you 

So much 

My heart aches 

All i do 

Is to think of you 

Around me 

At all times 

Oh how attached i was to you 

And how alone I stand now

I miss you